The Beginning Of the End
We said we would never give up
Always keeping the vision of being together
but i guess things change just like everything else in this world
I thought we could do it
sustain the long distance and rise above our circumstances
but to no avail i feel you drifting
drifting away from me and into a world without me
I admit I’m afraid of losing you
you told me it was ok to love, it was ok to trust so i did
and now i can feel you going
last night i dreamt you left me
not just a normal dream but the kind that weighs heavily on your heart
my thoughts keep telling me your going, my gut is telling me your going
but I’m fighting, I’m fighting these thoughts and holding a positive thought
hoping and even praying that I’m wrong about whats coming my way
I read that if i hold a positive thought long enough I can manifest my own reality
its ironic to think that i may have manifested my own demise
I’m sorry hun, for being over protecting over barring and sometimes over loving
Next week you’re coming to visit me
A 10 day holiday that was suppose to make up for 6 months of missing each other
it seems this holiday might be our last together
a holiday where I let our 4 year relationship go
Until I see you my love
ill be doing 3 hour sleeps at night,
waiting anticipating and holding my positive thoughts
If this is it, then I hope we have the best 10 days our relationship ever had
your happiness means more to me then my selfishness of wanting to love you forever
My God, My God
I feel my stomach turning, turning because I am nervous
Do thy WILL and please take care of my Princess for me.
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