The Angel
Subtract the distance and age does not matter
With two guns to our hearts
It is the words in autumn that save us from rage
I can not be anymore truthful
And this can not be more than what it is
Late nights, no sleep, and my wings are bleeding.
While one great light has developed a spot of darkness
The immaculate darkness has found one piece of light
You crawl, I smile, and you know.
Is it better to be a fallen angel
Or a messenger who has never fallen.
Will we crawl out of the darkness to be that light?
Or will we just be that moment?
The Season
The wind of change has blown through my mind,
Where am I today?
Yeah I have cold rain blowing in my face,
But the view from the window is great.
Red Trees and a failing Autumn
Winter and Summer is all we feel
That is what life is hot and cold.
But if we treat things like we love them
And not like we own them,
Then the seasons will be fine.
To all my dead friends and lost souls
I miss you, I think about you.
May your wings grow and be free.
I love you all.
BMG FOREVER
I Love Them So Much
Dear Reader:
I am writing this so I could speak to you. So please forgive me if I sound crazy, I am not.
Have you thought about death lately?
I think about it everyday.
Sometimes it makes me so sad I cry
I can’t imagine losing someone I love
I mean it just kills me to think about.
I lost my friend Nick like 2 years ago and did not register until later
I go visit him, and I still think about him almost everyday
I realized that after he was gone I missed him
We had good times.
For what has been my whole life I have been raised and guided by two women
My mother and my aunt.
I have kind of been forced to be a man on my own
As I grow older they grow older
This drives me crazy
Someday I will lose them
I will never hear their voices
That is just not fair.
I love them so much
Life is truly unfair
I watch the ones I love sleep
I think what would I do without them
I am so protective of my wife and daughter
I would be lost without them
I love them so much.
I was raised by women
And I have fallen in love with a woman
And my daughter is a woman
I would be nothing without the women in my life
I can’t imagine life with out them.
Thank you for reading this
Sincerely,
Brian Graham
Someday I Will Rape You
Someday I Will Rape You,
And it will feel good.
I will grab you by the throat and suck out most your life.
I will leave just enough air inside your body
enough so that you can feel me.
For fun I will hit you my fists upside the head
I will do this because most people like that.
A little pain never hurt nobody,
So I hear.
As you are dazed and confused I will lead you to place,
A place of no escape.
I can hold your hand in those precious moments,
Because I am gentle like that.
I will hold you down with love
I will deficate wisdom in your right and left ear.
Someday I Will Rape You
The walls whisper.
I will tell I am weak at times,
And that is why I carry this cross.
It is my crutch
It is my blanket.
Is my love too tight
I know, there is pain
I feel the pain
I feel nothing
Someday I Will Rape You
As I hold down with love,
And hit in the face.
Feel my hate
Touch my cross
Eat my words like they breakfast
Cause Someday I Will Rape You.
Day Into Night
The days of past are gone.
They are to be seen no more
Because these are now the days to remember.
I have chosen a path much more simple,
I have chosen the path of a man.
The sex, drugs, and alcohol has all dried up
And I am truly in the desert.
This is not a call to god,
This is not a spiritual movement.
I would say this is road that exposes depression,
It is the road that leads to happiness.
I have been given obstacles day in and day out
I have been given money only to blink my eye find that I am broke.
I would kill a man to survive,
And maybe I have and this is my confession.
Our youthful days will fade into the night,
Like a sunset in the summer.
There is no violent change like in winter.
We slowly fade and become adults
It just happens like grey hair
We choose our path as we look upon many roads,
And this is road we will walk
This is the road we die on.
I am the world
I am the world.
Welcome back sir.
I have arrived in the world.
I am the world
But most of all I am your friend.
Some may say in my lifetime I was an asshole,
I just know that all it is, is what it is.
I am like the weather
I know that so many people are like the weather.
I guess we are in a world of assholes.
I know one thing we are in a world,
And I am the world.
I see trees burning in my vision
I see cars on fire
I see movies about my life
I read books about my friends.
I know I am your friend.
I am vision
I am sound
I am the world.
