massive overdose
I will not suck the cock of death
lick the pussy of defeat
horses tremble
under my new kingdom
massive overdose
I will not suck the cock of death
lick the pussy of defeat
horses tremble
under my new kingdom
The feelings became mixed. What he had cherished and what he yearned for became conflicting. He knew the intriciases of every human emotion, mundane as they are, but he could not understand for the life of him replacement. How does a human survive the violent process of replacing one feeling for another. comparing a lost love to another lost love.. because one can only have two.. the flesh and the soul.. Her flesh, her soul, her light touch. her heart.. everything. her smell. her eyes. her beautiful eyes of a godess. Blue eyes surrounded by a ring of fire. Eyes you wouldn’t believe exsisted unless you saw them and ofcourse you wouldn’t be able to see them. THey spoke to me. they said why why,my love? where did we go wrong?Where did we lose ourselves .. how do we find eachother? how do we not die alone.. alone. I’m so alone. If i could only find where I stored all of my love for you. I know it is there but it is meaningless unless I find it. It is all there.. that is the tragedy of this. it is and always will be there.
The Pendant
We became lost in her
black silk dress ( I stared)
and I gave up my soul
to find her
waiting for us
we drank a red wine
On her wide tender thigh
I spun my
Pendant
the misery which
I wear
give me death
tenderly kissing my ear
she laughed and said
“you flutter your eyelids”
“No i do not”, I said
Her hair fell into my hands like
the limp head of a dead child
it slid and massaged my fingers
like a tired traveller meets a soft fire
I kissed her and said.
“I do not flutter my eyelids”
Of course death waited for us that night
California,
our love was
now and always will be
ocean mist
relfecting the pale moon light
I lied on the hard rock