Pushed Out
Forgive my sobbing and the tears rolling down my cheek
I don’t mean to offend
i’ve got to get this off my chest
It’s not often I feel at home here
It’s not often I don’t think
That everyone’s against me and would turn their backs in a blink
I’m hurt deep down that no on understands me
I can’t count the times I’ve cried
When friends and loved ones judge me
Instead of looking at me with hope in their eyes
They just don’t seem to get me or care enough to understand
That I’m not perfect and not flawless
I’m not special and I don’t need too much
Just a little love and understanding when the world is on my shoulders
I don’t know what I can do to get this understanding
I’m not sure where I’ve gone wrong
All I know is that I feel very alone
No one seems to understand my song
I march to beat of my own drummer some people might say
But I’m just me and I’m just here
Take me or leave me
Either way